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Hai! My name is Alixx. Many would say I'm not the brightest crayon in the box, however, many do not truly know me. Within my writing, I am able to reveal my true self without restrictions. To me, writing is the loudest way of expressing yourself, for no one can silence your words upon parchment. And so, within these blog entries, I leave small pieces of myself, along with the memories and events that have caused me to become who I am today. With little left unsaid, I shall leave you be, to finally proceed whatever more interesting activities you were doing before deciding read this completely pointless paragraph.

Sunday, May 24, 2009

the little things in life.

Sometimes, we lose sight of the little things in life that bring us so much joy....

...Like Slinkies.
I fucking love Slinkies...

Tuesday, May 19, 2009

eat lead.

I wonder what lead tastes like...
At this rate, I'll surely find out soon.
Unfortunately, I won't live to tell the tale.

Thursday, May 14, 2009

Once Upon A Time...

Me (10:33 PM):
I'm gonna go to bed in a bit. You should, too.
If you can't get yourself some sleep, then I'LL get you some sleep. :P


Charlie (10:39 PM):
Haha, okay. I'm having a hard time though. Tell me a story?


Me (10:41 PM):
Once upon a time... This chick fell in love with this total dork who just-so-happened to be the greatest person on this earth in the history of ever...


Me (10:41 PM):
I haven't written the ending, yet. :P


Charlie (10:44 PM):
That was sweet. True story? Lol
:)
Ima hit the hay. Goodnight, I love you.


Me (10:45 PM):
Well, the best writers write what they know... :)
Alright. Goodnight.
Sweet dreams.
I love you, too. :3

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After reading this, would you believe me if I told you we don't date anymore? I wouldn't. Even after breaking up with Charlie (for the second time), I still find myself wanting to be with him. Even after I gave up dating completely, I still find myself saying cute little comments, like the ones above.
I quit believing in that fairytale bullshit. That 'I love you. We'll be together till we die' shit... I began to realize that this 'love' bullshit is nothing but hormones and the urge to fuck. I tried to, anyhow... But, when I talk to Charlie... When he talks to me... I can't help but feel there's some hope of living Happily Ever After...